Day one at the gym

Yesterday was myfirst day at the gym in forever ....did like 13 min on the eliptical only so i can say i burned 100 cals.... did some stomach equipment and got out.... bt not before seeing my self in that full length mirror that is meant for you yo see yoirself working out (or to make the room look bigger so pepple dont get claustrophobic in a room with lots of sweaty people)   i really wanna run the running trainer thing and the cool looking gizelle thing .... and after i get off that get on the treadmil and jog as long as i can everyday adding a minute each day maybe y will build up my stamina that I can really run but outside...
I really wonder when people start running do the already like it or they just learn to love it? Even when I was skinny I hated it.... I just can't see myself at that point saying ill run three days a week....

Yesterdays food log...
Breakfast 7/8th if a can of unsweetened apple. Sauce
Lunch can of tuna
Snack grill chicken bits
Dinner small waffle sugar free syrup and a salad a cup of OJ
Snack some chicken nuggets and home made honeymustard.....because I was hungry

I still need to get pictures....and measurements....

Tomorrow is the big day

I have a membership at the Y and I plan to use it!   I am so excited. I will get measurements and before pics today some time.....my goal is to lose 10 lbs by my birthday on the 17th of this month....only because the first week of dieting people lose a lot and I hope to be one of them. So wish me luck!

Lost my pictures

Man I had before pictures on my other cell and now it's gone. I never uploaded them anywhere. I could kick myself BC I never get my pics taken so there are none of me any where. Oh well

Trying to work on updating

So I finally figured out how to use a mobile blogger. And in doing so maybe I can keep up with day to day life better. I was so shocked to see the scale this morning 234 lbs REALLY! The weight loss has been slow. I think October  I started at 257 lbs (my all time high) november I was 249 and December I was 243. January didn't show anyweight loss (BTW since I weigh in the beginning  month its a result from the month before) February I was 235lbs so as frustrated as I am that I have only lost 22 lbs since October.... I am happy that I am still losing SOMETHING.  I think the reason I am skeptical is because last year I hit around 238 TWICE and gained the waight right back.  I will be happy when I  hit 227 because I haven't been there in a year. It will be 27 lbs away from my lowest since 2010 and 20 lbs away from losing 50 lbs. 20 lbs away from maybe someone noticing. 20lbs away from the place I started to feel better about myself. 20 lbs away from being able to button my size 16 jeans. I would be half way to 100!
YAY.  SO seeing the numbers go down even with having a bad few days has me eager to jumbo back on the horse faster. I do and will be adding exercise soon. And being honest about my struggles here.

So here I come!