Sunday, February 19, 2012

Trying to work on updating

So I finally figured out how to use a mobile blogger. And in doing so maybe I can keep up with day to day life better. I was so shocked to see the scale this morning 234 lbs REALLY! The weight loss has been slow. I think October  I started at 257 lbs (my all time high) november I was 249 and December I was 243. January didn't show anyweight loss (BTW since I weigh in the beginning  month its a result from the month before) February I was 235lbs so as frustrated as I am that I have only lost 22 lbs since October.... I am happy that I am still losing SOMETHING.  I think the reason I am skeptical is because last year I hit around 238 TWICE and gained the waight right back.  I will be happy when I  hit 227 because I haven't been there in a year. It will be 27 lbs away from my lowest since 2010 and 20 lbs away from losing 50 lbs. 20 lbs away from maybe someone noticing. 20lbs away from the place I started to feel better about myself. 20 lbs away from being able to button my size 16 jeans. I would be half way to 100!
YAY.  SO seeing the numbers go down even with having a bad few days has me eager to jumbo back on the horse faster. I do and will be adding exercise soon. And being honest about my struggles here.

So here I come!

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