Saturday, May 26, 2012

I feel terrible

I dont even know ho much I have gained. All I do is eat. I eat because I am bored. I eat when I'm depressed. I eat and eat.
I hate having to back track. 2 months ago. I probably 20lbs lighter..... and I have just let myself go.
Maybe I will get it together soon.

Sunday, May 6, 2012

I do fine then i dont

This really suck....I hate that I just haven't stuck with it....everyone I read they do so awesome and I'm so proud of them.... but I feel like a failure....when u see myself. I see a blob.