Now I held off on the weight loss clinic...till August
But today will be day 3 of doing low Carb. Yes I know its a fad diet. But 4 years ago I started losing weight and I lost 15 lbs in 2 weeks on the diet. Then I started doing my own thing got a job and as I lost weight I became more confident. But somewhere I hit a plateau at 50lbs down....which I kept off for a long time. Like 2 years....then there was some family problems. And depression ...and I gained 57 lbs in NO time.....
I get so ashamed I want no one to see me...and to be honest that's part of the reason I'm skipping my 10yr high school reunion. 120 lbs heavier is not how I want people to remember me at.
Man. I'm watching a biggest loser episode rerun...and I'm ready to cry! And nothings happened yet! Maybe cause I know I could do that if I set my mind to it. I should use my kinect game.
So this is day 3. I need to get pictures and a weigh in.
I commend people who can do this on their own but at this point I need to hold myself responsible to someone besides myself...and someone to push me over the hump if I run into it again and that's why I chose the hcg clinic.
But this is it. I know a year from now me today will be a product of my past. I can I will.
Good by size 20
Good by belly buldge
Good bye hiding
Hello family photo
Hello trying a 5k
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