Me vs Half a mile

Well new goal new reward. I want to get as close to 215 as possible ...do you know how crazy that will be? That will leave me at about 10 lbs away from 50lbs lost. Really! 50....
:-/ why do I have to get so technical ... I'm off track ... I wanted to be under 200 when I saw my inlaws again...the first week in june.... I don't know maybe I can do it.... or atleast get close. I haven't been that weight since like the beginning of 2010 ... so maybe they will notice?  And it will be close to Christmas that we see them again maybe then they can meet the better me.  And no I'm no losing weight to impress them.... this is not who I was....this is what I became 3 kids in 4 years and major depression can take its toll on a body. It just would be nice to feel confident again. People. look differently at a fat person over a thin person.  Fat people carry themself different. And I just want to get out of that class.  I want to quit hiding behind the camera and take our first family picture in 5 yes FIVE years. I cant even find any before pictures to compare to ... because I DELETE them when no one is looking. The last 8 years of my life is almost completely missing....how messed up is THAT!?!?
Now before that rent I was wanting to be in the 150s by my high school reunion in August ... when I started that gave me 12 months to lose 100lbs...not unreasonable considering people do that in 10 months....hell biggest loser contestants do it in 3 or less.... well I had a few hiccups along the way and I will be lucky to reach 70lb ....but who knows...

And then the next thing I worry about.....gaining it back. But....I will go on that rant later.
On a positive note... back to what I came here for. My next reward...my 10$ razor so I can enjoy shaving my legs instead of skipping out ...poor hubby he wakes up at night clenching my boobs to make sure he is still sleeping next to a woman....LOL not really :)

And to the title..... me vs half a mile...
And.....
I'm a gonna call it a draw ... today I walked a quarter....jogged/ran slowly HALF A MILE!!!!... and walked a quarter to cool down (keep from looking like a fool crawling on the floor gasping for air) ...the quarter wasn't to bad. I recovered quick from that but the second quarter has me wanting to fall out. I litterally hate it. I can't see my self do more than that. Really .... but.... I want to do it again.  I think what I will do is walk one. Run two. Walk one. Run one. Walk one to cool down. Depending on how long it takes to recover I don't know if I should walk one ...try to run/jog 3 ...walk one to cool down or walk one run two walk one run two walk one.... if this sounds confusing thing about a foot ball field track...and I'm talking laps.

Well...I guess I will figure it out this weekend.